Thursday, November 26, 2009

otanjoubi omedetou Oh-chan

happy 29th....even you still looks like in your 18th
(you said it yourself...haha)
my very first love in Arashi...even before i knew Sho
he has a special place in my heart.....

you really gives your best in Arashi
even it doesn't looks so, but i know or should i say we, as your fan know what it takes for you to became what you are now....

baby ohno

sometimes you can become a dorky ojisan

and also gives a serious expression, a singer should have

and now, you've grown up became a fine man

i'm really proud of you and glad to be Arashi's fan with you as the leader
although you're not leading anything actually but you just be there is more than enough
bring arashi together for this whole 10 years and hope to continue for the next 10 years ahead
that was wonderful of you......


a great group...thanks to the leader....
to ohno satoshi, hope to see your bride soon.....*joking*

Sunday, November 22, 2009

know yourself well

just lazying at bilik gerakan FST
found an interesting quiz.....
here's the results....

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: LowSchizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
am i?????
maybe...who knows...haha
try it yourself...
not necessarily true...but still fun....
have a nice day all.....

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

KU MAHU........(2nd version)

aku mau tidur...
sambil tutup lampu

aku mau rest....

aku mau tengok 2012

aku mau upload gmbar dlm blog
sbb byk gmbr yang diambil sjk akhir2 ini....

aku mau ke Times Square...shopping2 apa yg patut

aku mau menenangkan diri sendiri

aku mau pergi berurut

aku mau berbekam jua....

apakan daya....

viva tak lepas lagi....

ongkos juga kurang ya bu...

adeh.....

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

kalau marah??????

berbaloi tak nak marah orang yang tak sedar kesalahan sendiri?
berbaloi tak nak marah orang yang asyik rasa diri dia betul?
berbaloi tak nak marah orang yang berulang kali buat kesalahan yang sama tapi dia still rasa diri dia tak buat salah (eh...ni ayt gabung utk 2 statement kt ats tu ke???xpe...kt ulang byk kali spy org bangang pn leh phm situasi ni)

lepas tu dia nak kata kita yang salah
dia nak suruh kita berterima kasih atas kesalahan yang dia dah buat
sebab sekali lagi...dia sentiasa rasa diri dia betul.....

orang macam ni memang jenis yang tak pernah nak muhasabah diri
sentiasa lah nak rasa diri dia hebat sangat,sampaikan orang lain kena ikut apa yang dia cakap

pastu bila marah siap nak ugut lagi nak bongkarkan semua kejahatan kita kat orang lain
kita suka mengumpat katanya....cakap buruk pasal orang lain
supaya kita jadi bahan katanya
supaya kita di-anti oleh budak kelas katanya
sebab kita selalu mengata pasal dia (eh...tau2 je...sbb dia buat byk benda yg mmbuatkan org ada bhn utk mengata psl dia....haha)
pastu kan...kan...suka nak kutuk diri org lain....
sebab dia rasa dia lawa and orang lain ada banyak kekurangan so,dia sentiasa rasa orang lain cemburu dengan kelebihan yang dia ada

walaupun......

pada hakikatnya...

kita tak payah pun bawak cerita pasal dia
sebab mesti akan sentiasa ada orang lain yang memulakan cerita
sentiasa ada orang yang tak puas hati ngan dia
tak payah penat2 nak cari idea untuk mengutuk sebab dari awal lagi dia memang dah jadi bahan
bukan setakat satu kelas, seluruh isi rumah pun sebenarnya nak menjalankan sesi meng-anti beliau....nak kata lagi.....ada je lecturer yang dah masak ngan perangai dia....
orang tak pernah pun nak cemburu tentang perihal kecantikan dia...
sebab orang lain ada kerja lain nak buat (tesis tak siap lagi la....) selain daripada menghayati tubuh badan beliau dengan teliti...
yakin je kata diri tu lawa...tapi mengapakah ko sentiasa berasa insecure??????

so,tak payah nak ugut2 orang lain sedangkan seisi kelas pun memang suka berkata hal orang lain....biasalah kan...xoxo~
ye....classmate saya memang suka bergossip...kelasss lah you all!huhu......

tapi....
dia tak pernah nak tau semua tu....
sebab biasalah...once again...dia sentiasa rasa diri dia betul....
tak paham bahasa....tak kena ajar kot (aku malas nk sentuh psl ajaran mak bapak sbb mak dia terlalu baik untuk dituduh sbg 'tak reti jaga anak'....kesian mak dia,cmna lah boleh dapat anak macam tu....)

orang macam ni haruslah diberi pengajaran sikit....
sekali sekala haruslah ditempik....baru dia buka mata sikit
kalau asyik marah takat pendam dalam hati...takat baling2 barang (jelingan manja kat dib....huhu)...memang dia takkan tau punyalah......

benda yang da banyak kali dia buat....orang rasa marah
pastu buat kat semua orang pulak tu...bukan buat kat sorang je....
tapi orang lain tak suka>>>pendam je>>>sakit hati>>>dia ulang buat benda yang sama
sabar itu separuh daripada iman tapi sabar pun ada tahap juga......
kena ada orang yang bersuara...baru dia tau langit tu tinggi rendah....
masa ni lah sebok nak korek semua kesalahan orang lain buat bahan nak balas balik...huhu...hai lah manusia.......







sekian untuk kali ini...
minta maaf kalo entry putar belit......
hanya orang yang paham bahasa je boleh paham maksud entry ni......


mari dengar lagu Arashi...yayy!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

a little chance

just came back from campus
planned to search for some journal (my home's internet connection is suck!)
and revise for tomorrow paper...yeah!wonderful...
fully prepared!
at the end...nothing as usual

also went to see my supervisor (although not in the list)
she's willing to come straight to the campus after having a seminar at Damansara (otsukaresamadeshita Dr.)
good supervisor,isn't she.....???
shared many things since all of us ware gathered after a long time (me with 2 other friends under her supervision)...
and also make my dream come true to eat Pakapau at Jati
different from my imagination..never mind...its not that i can't eat it at all.....

am really tired but it was fun
maybe after don't go out socializing for quite a long time (after exam started...yeah...i love people),
its fun to talk about many things with others....and of course a discussion about Arashi (thanks meme-chan for accompanying me...)

don't know what to do after back home
then reach out my camera to take some random photos..

the printer is really useless and i made it looks even horrible

so random...how messy my so-called meja solek is...
am i too tall to take a picture from this angle??

from the window of my room..looks sad...like i'm trapped inside

the kids playing badminton.
i wanted to expose myself a bit and take a better picture but i was too sexy to go public at that time...
nothing attract me until i heard "kau jadi Lin Dan" and a few minutes later "Lin Dan da kalah" haha....
i always love Lin Dan...he's very good...and hot^^

i like to make people jealous...right meme-chan????hehe.....

the best shot of the day!
but the angle is not right i think...
look how clean Desa Anggerik is...hehe


Sunday, November 1, 2009

waiting for a guidance

such a mess!
that's all can describe my full condition right now....
doesn't really have any motivation to study for my exam tomorrow..(a really tough paper)
we'll not get anything until we make the first step forward...
i know that...clearly...but why am i refusing to take the first step??????

nande????
dare ga....oshiette kudasai.....





cause i'm lazy enough to do anything....
today....


many messages coming saying good luck and all
but....its just that....
i'm afraid though...the fact that this is my very last final exam as a degree student
i don't have this moment to repeat again (except if i'm fail...oh God...its a nightmare!!!)



but can i request for this moment to fade away just like that????
without me doing anything about it......





how selfish i am..........