Sunday, April 25, 2010

soalan & jawapan

patutlah rasa macam mau marah orang

patutlah rasa macam mau merajuk

patutlah teringin makan yang sedap2 dengan banyak

patutlah kerap ke tandas

patutlah rasa macam malas mau buat apa2

patutlah rasa kosong







my friend is coming rupanya~~~~~







tapi kan....kenapa breast x sakit aaaa.....macam selalu...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

self-centered

ok...i'm bad....
mouth-zipppppppp...~~~~~~~









i love green...
Life is Wonderful~~~!!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

apa motif???depressed kah???

apakah perasaan anda bila baru semalam anda buka page FB kawan anda (dan of course lah anda masih dalam 'friends list' beliau kan...) dan hari ini, anda mendapati yang anda telah di 'remove' dari friend list beliau....

aku nak tanya la kan...
untuk siapa2 yang join group 'mengetahui siapa yang melihat profile anda'...
adakah anda akan dapat detect sesiapa sahaja yang melihat2 profile anda?

oh...kalaulah benar bak dikata,dan kalaulah benar beliau join group tersebut, lalu terlihat akan nama glemer ku 'Asha Shida' (cara2 nak org add FB aku) telah menstalk profile beliau, kemudian beliau merasa kecelaruan identiti ataupun rasa terancam secara tiba2, lalu me'remove' aku dari friend list beliau....aku pun....errmmm....

aku rasa aku memang ada masalah ngan orang ni...tapi da lama...dan aku pun expect beliau akan me'remove' aku dari 'friends list' beliau....
but...ok...this is a story like a month ago we're talking about...if that person want to remove me...just do so but why now????why only now???
itupun after aku tengok profile dia setelah sekian lama aku x peduli kewujudannya dalam fesbuk tersebut.....

walaupun aku x kesah ekceli...tapi jauh di sudut hati, i feel strange...just imagine the situation...yesterday, you two were friends but today, you are strangers...like never knew each other before....this is just an example of great imagination....

yeahhh....whatever....
that's why i hate MAFAST!
i hate to see all the faces that annoys me....
i hate all the memories i had with them...
even some said the memories will someday fade away but this is not 'some day' we're talking about...this is the current situation....

aaaahhhhhh....whatever lagi sekali...
di sini,saya ingin membuat pengumuman bahawa saya akan tetap ke MAFAST walaupun dalam keadaan yang almost x ikhlas...itupun setelah ditanya berkali2 oleh junior ni....
mak aku pun suruh....nak sponsor kot....xpelah...da orang nak bagi kan.....
so,tengok je lah outcome nya nanti....nak balik nilai pun rasa macam malas sungguh....
nyampah gila aku nak pijak tanah nilai tu...da la hutang aku yang RM640 tu bendahari x bagi2 lagi...apa bengong betullah.....

nyampah juga nak layan orang sekarang ni....
melainkan ko nak bagi aku clip2 Arashi....ada??????

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Hujung...

orang lain da start buat report
kenapa aku belum start?
orang lain datang ofis semua bawak laptop,buat report
kenapa aku x bawak laptop sekali?
sebab kalau bawak pun confirm aku takkan bukak punya
kerja sangat banyak hujung2 ni...
kenapa ya?
owh...mungkin sebab kami pindah ofis
pindah unit
dulu kat unit pembangunan produk
sekarang ni unit promosi
hari2 orang tempah produk...kerepek
pulak tu tempah ratus2...
tangan aku ada dua, campur ngan zila & makcik sorang tu, ada 6 je yang akan bertugas packing,labelling and whatsoever la kan....
dulu kat tempat lama,kerja adalah buat makanan then rasa...heaven sangat
sekarang ni pun makan juga...cumanya kerepek hari2...apalah ko nak expect sangat kan...
dulu buat kerja x hari2...balik pun selalu awal...
sekarang ni aku duduk cuma time minum pagi dan lunch sahaja...
balik pun jalan kaki ke tempat tunggu bas...gila jauh wa cakap lu...
macam dari usim ke nilai square...eh,ke sutera indah kot...apa2lah
tapi kenapa aku x kurus2?
lemak aku ni da degil gila...eh,lantak lah kan...nanti da kaya aku g lah Marie France Bodyline ke...
balik rumah sangat penat...masak,kemas rumah,mandi then tidur dalam keadaan x sedar...makan pun da x larat..
almost everyday macam tu...
jadi...bila aku nak mula buat report????
di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan....
hendak seribu daya tak hendak seribu dalih...
pe lagi peribahasa yang korang nak bagi aku?
apa2 lah....
ala...report LI je pun...
supervisor yang datang melawat haritu pun macam x ikhlas je...
so,apa reason diorang nak expect report aku jadik macam Thesis kan???

Saturday, April 10, 2010

I am single

yes...I am single...

I don't have any specific plans for every weekends

only if there're comrades to take me out, then i'll have a wonderful weekend

but usually, its empty

weekend is like a time for me to collect my thoughts

and recalculate myself

my weekend is not for Arashi only..because i am with them all the time

be it the weekends or not

so for those who accuse me for not having a life...you're wrong

because i am just a normal person but with a specific hobby which i spent lot of my time with

just like you guys who love photographing, reading, gaming or whatever you name it which you don't care to give your full attention to

i am really tired of explaining things so please just accept the fact that arashi is popular and loved by many people, full stop






oh...btw, my main point is I am single
and is it a sin to be single on your age of nearly 23????

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

わかる????


i congratulates her...honestly...i'm happy for her...really, with all my heart..
but deep inside...i'm really sad...and jealous...and disappointed...
the moment i got her mail, i expected it'll be a good news since we stopped contacted each other about a month ago...
we started being friends on January or February i guess...and i like her.


i never met her...just one thing i know about her is that she is a kind person with full of courage and determination....

she really likes to help...with whatever she can...and whatever she have...


she deserves it...once again from me...

おめでとう ございます。。。