sangat sakit hati malam ini rasanya
mengapa????biarlah hanya aku dan Dia yang tahu...
kang jadi kontroversi tak pasal2....
cuma nak cakap pada semua...tolong jangan mensia2kan kepercayaan yang orang lain bagi kat kita
bukan senang nak percaya kat orang,lagi2 zaman sekarang ni...
aku ni tergolong dalam golongan yang sentiasa meragui...
i'm always in doubt...about everything....
especially to people...if i were to give a point of my trustfulness to other,i'd say it only 40%
why???because its a world that put me in such a situation...its an environment that create such a feeling of awareness for all the time....
i can be friend to anyone..but the bond is different...of course people have different perspective, way of life which expressed through the way of thinking and act...and that may be a cause for me to think that people may have a different value in life...
once you befriend with someone,eventually you'll know what kind of person he/she is....
for me,to make a friend with someone...i must feel really easy with a good atmosphere when we together...if i'm not having that kind of situation when i'm with someone,its definitely a No Good (NG) ...
feels like i'm forced into the relationship...its not what friendship or any relation should be....
so,its annoying...really annoying....when some people who we don't like, take an advantage to us despite our kindness...its a big regret for not being able to say 'no' to a request which we don't feel like doing!!!!!
and in the end...its us...who endure all the pain and regrets while the other damn human being is enjoying a good life he/she has (maybe....)
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