sangat benci.............
kenapa dengan blogspot ni?????
penat je aku buat banner lawa2....
da upload tapi nape asyik tak kluar je....
adoyai~~~~~~~~~~~~
frustnya saya.......




owh..........dan saya baru perasan juga.....
kenapa sudah tidak ada color choice kat ats ni????
cne aku nk kaler2 kan post aku????
juga tiada pilihan untuk saiz.....
ke aku da tekan2 apa2 ni?????
tadi dia suh upgrade mende tah...aku ni 'ok' kan je....
adoyai~~~~~~~~lagi skali.....
huh~~~~~

research analysis....

weekend = kampung.....
supposedly...but this week...yada!
because...i've spent the whole chinese new year holiday there...
so, i'm here...right now...with my little brother and cousin
plus...no internet connection there...(main point) hehe~

dunno what to do....
have been surfing the net since evening...
mission = find journals about aimed professors at Kyoto Uni, Tokushima uni and Kobe uni
mission = incomplete...as usual~heh~

so, i decided to take a brief revision on my blog...
if you continue reading...this will lead you to something i guess...
yeah...i started this blog since....emmm...2008...
i think i don't really crazy about arashi's stuffs at that time....huhu

this is my very first start

around that time, i already know bout Arashi but like i said...i don't really into them yet...maybe still have a little fangirl feelings of NEWS...hoho

the first entry i mentioned something related to japan

where's Arashi????
how come i forgot...hehe...

here we go....
the very very first time i mentioned about the boys here
looking back at this entry...1 thing came into mind....how formal i am for the words arrangement...hush~
it takes me a lot of courage to post this...to expose them in my blog...
ye lah...masa tu tak ramai lagi yang suka jepon2 ni...aku ngan Dib je kot
and i'm afraid those who reads my blog will laugh at me....
but now...it doesn't matter...because i know, Arashi is a great group and i'm proud of them....

a very little talk about arashi (still doesn't want to review much of them and still stuck in between the 2 groups)

dah mula membuka ruang untuk arashi...walaupun secara tidak langsung

straight talk...a new beginning???

i love the way they influence my daily life

talk about pictures

lyrics take the turn

another japanese related entry

i stated every little things related to them

people start get influenced

they influence me not in a very good way

i'm tired

bila aku dah angau

everything

never thought i went this far just for Arashi

they're the reason for me...having a big dream

Oh-chan no tanjoubi

proud of their achievement

everything is them!

aiba-chan's birthday

opening a new year with them

after all..............daisuki desssuuuu~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!


this entry makes me really tired and at the end...i forget the things i wanted to write actually....adeh~

the way has been long.....
from the beginning...felt embarrassed whenever talked about them...until now....i'm really proud talking about them publicly......
there're other entries not included here....
conclusion...there always Arashi...even in small corner of every post i made....

here....the latest performance from them....
i love it!
Japan's technology is always the best!





what have you found?
*sleepy*
nite everyone!

yang jauh asyik terkenang...

semua akan menjadi susah kalau kita fikir susah

tapi tidak juga semua akan menjadi senang kalau kita fikir senang TANPA tindakan lanjut ke arah itu....

kesimpulannya...apa2 perkara yang kita inginkan...harus disertai dengan usaha

terus terang saya katakan...

i'm dying to go to Japan...TO FURTHER MY STUDY....not to just going holidays or going to Arashi's concert or just to buy the au KDDi phone (they're damn adorable!)

i really want to feel the student's life at Japan...maybe because i was influenced by many Japan's dramas, reading blogs of those who are studying there and have a contact too with some of them...

they make it sounds easy but the fact that you really need a big determination and great efforts, only you can survive happily not only at Japan but the same goes to other countries....

i love making contact with those who have same interest with me...even we never meet face to face...they're all very kind people, give guides about the procedure..their own experience and everything....some of them have already been in Japan for about several years, maybe only arrive there couple of months ago or even those who are still waiting for the confirmation....its fun to have all these 'online' connection....

the truth is, i already searching for the placement...by starting with the good university that provide the course and professors with the research that i'm interested in...
but one thing bothered me.....
all the short-listed place and several names with great research that comes into mind....
its only me....who still not moving even one step closer to the mission....
i never have the coursge to contact the professor....
i never have the courage to show them my bad undergrad's result....
and i never have the courage that i can impressed them with my work plan.....

all that...is only make me looking like a fool....
doing the same works (looking for universities' homepage) every day....

maybe i should start for real this time....
set my goal and the chance is only right in front of me....
(the same things i repeat everytime i'm in down state like now)

saya dan bayang-bayang

saya gadis berumur 22 tahun

saya pelajar tahun akhir yang sedang menjalankan praktikal

sejak akhir-akhir ini...saya selalu keletihan yang teramat

fizikal dan mental...

bangun seawal 5.30 am dan habis kerja 4.30 pm....sampai rumah 7.00 pm....

ini keletihan fizikal...

saya juga sedang berusaha menyiapkan resume yang entah sejak kurun ke berapa tak siap2 lagi (ya...saya memang tiada keyakinan untuk membuat resume....)

juga sedang berusaha mencari universiti dan professor yang sesuai untuk menyambung master di jepun...

juga sedang (baru) ingin memulakan hobi lama iaitu membaca jurnal2....
(ini antara kepenatan mental....banyak sangat benda mau difikir2...)

adik saya yang kecil...baru berumur 2 tahun sudah mula meminati Arashi...

terutamanya Ohno Satoshi...dia memanggil Arashi dengan nama "Aarlashi...Aarlashi (smbil buat tangan nyanyi part Arashi...Arashi...for dream)"

dan dia selalu merengek2 mau tengok Arashi / budak2 menyanyi / katun budak2 comel dalam laptop saya....

dan kerja pun tergendala.......

dia stop kacau saya dalam pukul 9...saya mandi...dan terus mengantuk...tidur dalam jam 10-11...bila masa saya mau membuat kerja???

esok pagi...datang ofis...masuk lab...juga menjadi penat....

fizikal penat tak apa....tapi bila mental ikut penat, sistem menjadi lemah....apa2 pun x jadi...

adakah saya memerlukan suplemen tambahan????

buah dan sayur macam tidak membantu....

saya harus mengurangkan makan nasi...atau stop terus???

sebab karbohidrat yang berlebihan juga menyumbang kepada kelembapan otak...







(eh....yakah?????)